Nobody teaches you how to grieve.
In this special solo episode of More Life, Carl reflects on the sixth anniversary of losing his older brother, Curtis, to addiction. He shares the guilt, anger, heartbreak, and unexpected moments of hope that followed—and how that loss became the catalyst for his own sobriety and a completely different life.
Carl also talks about what grief actually looks like years later, why anniversaries can still hit hard, how to show up for someone who's hurting, and why talking about the darkest moments can help someone else feel less alone.
Whether you've lost someone, love someone who's grieving, or are navigating your own healing, this conversation is for you.
Grief doesn't stop. You just learn to carry it.
If you or someone you love is struggling, we've included resources below.
Crisis Support
988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline — Call or text 988, anytime. Free, confidential, 24/7. → 988lifeline.org
SAMHSA National Helpline — Free, confidential treatment referrals, 24/7. → 1-800-662-4357
Substance Use & Recovery
Alcoholics Anonymous — Free meetings, in person & online. → aa.org
Release Recovery — Treatment, sober living & recovery services. → releaserecovery.com
Big Vision — Community and connection for young people in recovery. → bigvision.nyc
Grow Therapy — Licensed therapists who take your insurance. → growtherapy.com
For Families & Those Grieving
Al-Anon — Support for families & friends affected by someone's drinking. → al-anon.org
Nar-Anon — Support for families & friends affected by someone's drug use. → nar-anon.org
GRASP — Grief support for those who've lost someone to substance use. → grasphelp.org
The Compassionate Friends — Support after the loss of a sibling or child. → compassionatefriends.org
More on Carl's Story
Radke Boys — Carl's advocacy, wellness, and media work, honoring Curtis's legacy. → radkeboys.com
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